Gay Angel Comforts Me

It was a cold and blustery Saturday in November as I stood on the rolling grasses of the hill. The cold breeze stirred my hair as I looked down at my feet. A single rose, deep red, was clenched in my hand. I brought the flower to my lips and kissed it before setting it on the marble marker in the ground. It read: Lillian MacDonald, beloved wife and mother.
The deep scars in the grass over her grave were still healing. In a few days, I’d be placing my father by her side. I’d just come from the hospital after they’d pronounced my father dead. Finally they were at peace. Finally, they were together again. Even though my father followed my mother to the other side just a few months behind her, they hadn’t been together for years. My father had had Alzheimer’s and he’d disappeared into his past long before my mother had finally succumbed to the cancer that riddled her body. As I started to turn, my mind asked the question silently. Were they at peace?
Yes.
The voice, so loud in the still morning, came from nowhere and made me pause. My heart rate skittered into panic mode. I stared over the field of headstones, searching for the source of that voice. When I saw no one, I shook my head. There was nobody there.
As I sat in my car, voices from my past echoed in my mind. My father’s gruff voice filled my memory.
“You’ll go to college, Michael. That’s final.”
I had looked at my father and shook my head. “How can I?” He’d been fifty-five when I was born. I came so late into their lives. Now at seventy-two, he was stooped and angry. I loved the man more than I could say, but I couldn’t leave them.
“We...