I Finally Sucked a Throbbing Dick

It was about to happen. My mind raced, my pulse quickened, and my hand trembled slightly as I reached to ring the doorbell of the two-story townhouse. The years of fantasizing and imagined encounters were about to end…
Since college, I had fantasized about sex with another man. Although I dated (and had sex with) women exclusively through my 30’s, I always had that lingering desire to explore sex with another man. And despite my outward “alpha male” persona, my gay fantasies usually involved me on the receiving end of one or more cocks. I never discussed this yearning with anyone but the craving persisted long after marrying and fathering kids.
It came as no surprise that within several weeks of separating from my wife that I’d begin searching for a way to scratch that long-awaited itch. I had been watching gay porn far more frequently, and the ads for the various “hook up” sites bombarded me. I joined one, identifying myself as “bi-curious”. I spent hours reading the profiles, checking out the photos, and scanning the chat rooms. Within a few days, I had established some “buddies” and was actively chatting or messaging with several men. Many were like me – closeted and looking to explore and not sure what they’d find – and others were out, proud and certain of what they wanted.
One Saturday not long after joining one of the hookup sites, a gay couple (Paul and Billy) reached out via the website’s instant message feature wanting to understand what I was looking for (and just how curious I really was). They complimented my photos (I’m in very good shape, groomed, and well-endowed with a thick, 8+ inch cock) and wanted to hear more about my fantasies and desires. Just the thought of two men browsing my photos aroused...