My Life As A Gay Cock Sucker Pt 1

True story about my life as a gay cock sucker after being turned out by my foster father. It has been an emotional roller coaster.
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A bit of history to start. I was introduced to the world of cocksucking at a very young age by my foster father. Let me say that the experiences were a mixture of terrifying, deeply unsettling, and educational. The education included both the passive and active role, neither by invitation or choice. The experiences were so shocking that I do not ever recall a feeling of pleasure. But I suppose to a significant extent the experiences established the framework for my lifelong attitude toward sex, sexuality, and sexual orientation. I adore women and have been happily married for the vast majority of my adult life. I am happily married now. But for all of my adult life, I have enjoyed the fantasy and reality of cock sucking. I have a passionate interest in porn, principally female and heterosexual porn. The female nude is an endless source of interest, wonder and fantasy. While there is the occasional memorable gay porn, I do not find the male body particularly attractive or sexual. I find myself revolted by body hair, large men, and muscled bodies. I do not find men sexually attractive in any way. Except for the cock.
In some cultures, young men have older male mentors. In some, the younger male orally services the mentor. The cultural idea is for the young man to absorb the wisdom of the old through the oral sex act as a rite of passage into adulthood. I recall when reading of this how sound the idea appeared. The removal of all of the taboos, stereotyping, and guilt. Just a part of growing up. How much easier life would be for all of...

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5 thoughts on “My Life As A Gay Cock Sucker Pt 1”

  1. jon says:

    GREAT description of of a cocksucker, who like myself so enjoy being a coksucker giving pleasue to a man without requiring my feeder to fullfill my desires—fullfilling his desires fullfills my desires. Fantastic story in once again describing how wondrful it feels to sock a cock. just as skyreader described it—“No better description have I ever read about the pleasure felt by a dedicated cocksucker enjoying his art, which I am and feel no guilt in being a cocksucker. After sucking my first cock, no matter how I tried to deny it after sucking additional cocks—giving pleasure to a man is my ultimate sexual pleasure. After reading this, I got so excited, Iam going to find a man and be the cock sucker I enjoy being without any gult feeling–I AM WHO I AM.

  2. Rj says:

    We who consider ourselves cock suckers and accept what we do all have had similar beginnings by which we came to know what was and is within us and fills us with insatiable desire. There has never been a cock that has crossed my lips that I did not welcome with a thought of how intimate the moments to follow would need to be for my feeder. and me And like reading here it becomes so much a part of the act of sucking a cock that what I do is less and less about my needs or desires but more so his, and in that experience, we are both fulfilled byond imagination.

  3. skyreader says:

    No better description have I ever read about the pleasure felt by a dedicated cocksucker enjoying his his art. Beautiful and painstaking detail in this arousing story.

  4. Joey boy says:

    Dig this- pretty close to how I was before, the hairy man bear thing definitely wasn’t a turn on- it was the cock and dressing up in leather outfits…now I’ll wear panties and three times, put stockings on- last night I even had a garter belt, thigh highs, and panties. The sissy faggot thing is kinda my latest phase…it’s always evolving.

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