“Get over here and suck my cock, that’s all you’re good for anyway.”
I whimpered and touched my cock harder, squeezing the slender shaft that was wet with my saliva and loving the hard pressure of my hand. I loved the pressure but ached with shame on why it was my hand, and not someone else’s stoking my meek little cock.
I watched the man on my laptop, a big muscular man with a shaved body and a huge cock unreal porn-star cock. I longed to touch it, to touch him. He was holding it out of the reach of some lucky sub with red hair and a leash around his neck. The video was about forty minutes long and I was only ten minutes in, but I suddenly felt tired, and disgusted with myself.
I rolled onto my back and stroked harder, with a little whimper I felt my pathetic, hateful little cock spasm and my balls pull close to my crotch.
The spurts of come that splashed on my soft flat tummy and chest felt feverishly hot.
I stayed there for a minute with tears leaking from my eyes and loneliness eating me from the inside out like a rat. I had heard of a method of torture used by the Chinese army. They would put a rat under a copper bowl on the prisoner’s stomach, and put hot coals on top. Not only would the coals burn the person, but the rat would get panicked and chew a hole in the prisoners stomach trying to get away.
That’s what the loneliness felt like; like a rat that was gnawing into my heart instead of my stomach.
I was twenty-four and all alone.
Tears leaked from my swollen lids as I wiped myself up and rolled onto my stomach to cry myself to sleep.
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This one brought some bad memory for me as i was 14 snd rape and beaten by some high school jocks there was 4 of them if it wasn’t for the young janitor i won’t be here to day that was back in 1974 and yes the we’re charge and all got jail time for rape and attempt murder they all got out 10 year later and yes i married the man that saved me still together 41 years later waiting for part 2