Will You Be My Big Daddy?

WARNING: This is not a friendly story and involves non-consensual sex.

Eric was a bit shy, always had been. It wasn’t for lack of wanting social interaction, he simply became awkward and quiet in many social situations. Particularly when he tried talking to girls, Eric loved girls, but they had never seemed to love him back. He couldn’t help but think his physical appearance had something to do with his bad luck. Eric was a bit short, he had grown late in life and not shot up very far, standing at 5 foot 7 at 18 years of age. On top of this he was very slim, only 130 lbs. His actual looks were far less disappointing, he had an adorably cute face, which looked even younger than his 18 years, and a thick mop of wavy red hair. Unfortunately he had found that he didn’t fit the type that most girls he was interested in were looking for, they all seemed to gravitate to the tall, muscular jocks.

And so High School ended, and Eric survived with his virginity firmly intact, not even landing so much as a kiss. In many respects he was as unspoiled as one could be at his age. Frustratingly enough for him the only attention he ever did seem to get was from men, and quite often older men at that. Not just slightly older men either, men older than his father more often than not. Eric had always ignored them and maintained his customary awkward silence.

Eric’s parents had always worked hard, but never seemed to have enough money to make ends meet, Eric had always done his best to work and contribute where he could. He naturally spent a lot of time in front of the computer having no social life to speak of, and had actually become very skilled with computers. After graduating high school the small company where he worked had promoted him to head of the IT department, due to his talents.

After a long day of working on computers, sorting out everyone’s problems, and realizing 90% of the employees on the company register have looked at pornography on their work computers, Eric would often return home, and log on to his own computer and waste the evening away. Playing video games, chatting with other tech geeks in online forums, whatever he could do to fill the time. He didn’t have to be shy online, he knew that world, and felt much more confident there.

Still even in the online world Eric did not really have any friends, there wasn’t anyone he regularly talked to. At best there were a few users he had had some back and forth with in the tech forums, but no sustained conversations, and nothing of a personal nature.

Eric was becoming restless. He was 18, graduated and with a decent paying job straight out of high school. He wanted to feel some of the freedom he had now earned, to begin to enjoy life more, and meet other people. He would naturally look to the online world for his new beginning.

Eric quickly navigated to an online dating service and created a profile, filling out his interests as best he could, and trying hard to be open and not too shy in his profile. He even took a pic of himself with his webcam and put it up on his profile. He went to sleep and for the first time in years felt excited by the prospect of meeting someone new, and perhaps finding that very special someone for himself.

As he woke the next morning, Eric was immediately reminded of his online profile, and quickly got up and rushed to his computer, logging on. He was disappointed to find that he had not even received a single view from any other members. He reassured himself that his profile had not even been active for 24 hours, and that he needed to be patient.

Eric had been kept busy all day at work, he had little time to think about his online dating profile, but it was the first thing on his mind when he got home. Logging on again he was yet again disappointed to find that no one had viewed his profile. For a moment he began to despair, but again he reassured himself that he simply needed to be more patient.

Three more days passed and still not one view on his profile, Eric was beginning to become downright depressed, he was starting to feel worthless and unwanted by anyone. Suddenly a thought struck him, he was being shy again, his old habits had resurfaced in his online persona. He needed to initiate, to search out the profiles of some interesting ladies and send them a flirt. Taking his time to carefully read some profiles of some ladies whom he found attractive, Eric sent out flirts to three of them. He went to sleep with a renewed sense of optimism.

Eric has not received any word from his chosen three the next morning, but that would finally change when he returned home from work. One of the three had written him a response to his flirt. She was kind enough, but the message ultimately resulted in rejection. She commented on how so very cute Eric was, and how he looked a lot like her little brother, and she really wasn’t into dating someone who looked like her little brother. As he was reading the response, a second of his three ladies had gotten back to him as well. Eric clicked into her message only to be greeted with more disappointment. This young lady had been far less kind, implying that Eric was not actually 18, and was some creepy little 15 year old who looked like a girl, she went on to suggest that Eric should go about providing oral sex to random men in a public park while collecting large amounts of their ejaculate for a purpose which she did not clearly define. Needless to say this was yet another rejection.

Eric waited four more days and began to realize that flirt target number 3 had no intention of even responding to his flirt. Completely demoralized Eric deleted his profile from the site, and fought the urge to began sobbing into his pillow. Even beyond his desire for a date, Eric felt a deep need for any interaction with another person at this point. He logged on to a general chat site, he wrote out a general call for a conversation.

Eric: 18 year-old guy here, lots of interests, especially computers and video games, anyone wanna chat?

No response.

Eric: 18 year-old guy just looking to chat with someone, anyone out there?

A response…

StiffGuy69: Hey man, got a cam? Wanna see my cock?

Eric: No thank you.

StiffGuy69: You sure, I got 8 inches here, how big are you hot stuff?

Eric: No thank you.

StiffGuy69: You’re missing out bro, about ready to blow a big load here!

Eric: *StiffGuy69 has been ignored*

Eric: Any normal people out there wanna chat with an 18 year old guy?

Another response…

Rick4335: Hey, I’m Rick, nice to meet you.

Eric: Hi Rick, I’m Eric, nice to meet you too.

Rick 4335: So what are you into Eric?

Eric: I guess I’m pretty into computers, tech stuff, that sort of thing. You?

Rick4335: Sucking on 18 year old cock. Ever been with an older man before honey?

Eric: Oh for fuck sake! Are you serious?!

Rick4335: Totally serious here sexy boi! I will suck it for you all you want! Just want to taste your boi load in my mouth!!

Eric: *Rick4335 has been ignored*

Eric: One more time, 18 year old guy here looking to have a conversation with a normal human being!!

Two responses…

Cock4Cox: I can be a totally normal human being while you fuck my face with your 18 year old cock!

Eric: *Cock4Cox has been ignored*

Patrick: That seems like a pretty tall order on the internet, lol.

Eric: I’m beginning to understand that, holy crap!

Patrick: This place can be quite interesting most of the time, and occasionally someone normal pops up with a message like yours. I bet some people were just sending you crazy stuff to fuck with you.

Eric: I’m not sure, but either way the ignore button has already gotten its fair share of use, lol.

Patrick: Well as you may have guessed, I’m Patrick, and I’m assuming your name is Eric. It’s nice to meet you Eric.

Eric: Nice to meet you too Patrick. Please don’t be offended, but are you an old man who wants to drain my load? That’s just what everyone else has seemed to be.

Patrick: LOL! Well I am older, I’m 62, and I am gay, but no, I am not on the hunt to drain your load from you Eric, I just also felt the urge for some normal conversation with an intelligent young man.

Eric: Well I appreciate your honesty, and I will be up front too and tell you I am not gay. Is this a gay chat room or something?

Patrick: Not officially, but unofficially yes, it’s a common place for older gay men to cruise online for younger guys like yourself.

Eric: And is that what you’re doing here?

Patrick: I will admit that I have been here with such intentions before, but I had nothing but noble and honest intentions when I started talking to you. I thought the idea of a normal conversation seemed refreshing. Just getting to know another person and perhaps make a friend.

Eric: That’s kinda what I’m hoping for, I don’t really have many friends.

Patrick: Well could you ever be friends with an older gay man?

Eric: Of course, as long as he was okay with the fact that I wasn’t gay.

Patrick: I think I could work under those terms. Lol.

Eric and Patrick shared a casual conversation for another hour or so, before exchanging email addresses and agreeing to keep in touch. Eric was happy at the thought of having made a new friend. He genuinely didn’t mind Patrick being much older and gay, as long as he was able to have a simple friendship with him without things getting creepy.

The next day after work Eric sent an email to Patrick and they agreed to meet in the online chat room again. Eric found it refreshing to have a simple conversation with someone who hadn’t propositioned him in some way, just a nice casual conversation between new friends. After a while Patrick did have a request.

Patrick: Do you have a webcam? Not asking to be a pervert or anything, would just be nice to put a face to the name of my new friend.

Eric was hesitant, but ultimately decided he would turn on his webcam for Patrick to see since he had not creeped him out. Unfortunately there was no way to make the cam private and after starting up he received several messages, mostly from older men, proclaiming how hot he was and many going into vulgar detail with what they would like to do to him. Again the ignore button was getting a good workout.

Patrick: Wow! Really not trying to hit on you, but you are a very good looking young man, bet some of the guys in here are going crazy for you!!

Indeed they were, on some level it did make Eric feel a bit better about himself, at least some people appreciated him from a purely physical perspective, now if only they were hot young women and not old gay men.

Patrick: Would you like to see me?

Eric: Sure, as long as I’m not gonna get an eyeful of your cock, lol.

Patrick: Lol, no worries, I’ll keep it G rated.